Finding My Tree of Life

I have seen many renditions of the Tree of Life created by such talented artists. I contemplated its symbolism, did some research and found that there are seven stages of initiation to finding my inner “tree of life”. I am tackling the first stage and “getting grounded” in my true self – being present in my own body, setting my intentions, and committing myself to my own path.

I recently started on a path of self re-discovery an initiation as it were into my own self-empowerment and so far have found many blessings, the greatest of which was finding my true love. And although I have received these blessings, my journey is not an easy one for I am facing things about myself that I do not like. The most important of which is that for the last 35 years or so I have let others “rent space in my head” and influence my actions to the point of hurting and disappointing my loved ones. The result of which has made me an unhappy soul - I took a lot of what they said to heart, dwelled on the negatives, held a grudge, and became defensive. I know I am not blameless as I am the one who chose to stand and fight against harmless adversaries and jealous naysayers. Therefore I claim my own responsibility in my-self inflicted unhappiness and from here on out, I vow to ignore that which I have no control over.

To those of you who’ve been on the receiving end of my pain I offer my sincerest apologies and hope that we can rebuild relationships once treasured.

But to those who I’ve let hold me back from reaching my greatest potential in all areas of My Life, You have been evicted!  I AM TAKING BACK MY POWER!

Here is my rendition of the Tree of Life: I used 14g 1/2 hard solid copper wire for the frame and 24g 1/2 hard solid copper wire to wrap the 2pcs of frame together as well as for the tree itself. And for embellishment I used 3mm genuine peridot heishe and 3mm genuine amethyst round beads, I have always loved this pairing of gemstones but as it turns out they are also the birthstones of Chris who is the love of my life, and myself. Sorry Ladies, this one is not for sale, but I will be glad to create one Just For You.